The Re-entry

Aiyoh aiyoh.. you got me wrong liao lah.. yuan wang arh yuan wang!!!Okay.. ppl..Esther DOES NOT die die want to be my er jie okay?Its me yah??Coz she my good fren er jie mah.. so the P3 calls her er jie to complement John.She does NOT die die want to be my er jie yah? As if i'm a very good siao di and everyone wants to be my da ge da jie.

So arh.. SORRY SORRY SORRY esther.. aiyoh.. i didn't mean it that way loh.. but you misinterpreted. sOrRy... look.. its a nice upper-lower case sorry.. SoRrY lah..

Tah dah! Another entry today..must keep up with my tradition of one entry every 2 days.Actually.. didn't really have anything to write. But.. must thank ESTHER TAN!!(I'm guessing she's wanting to be known as er jie) for calling me..So decided to have an entry to thank her.. Well.. sorry yah.. if I sounded unappreciative.. I really am thankful.... hahha

Just that.. I was so taken back that you would call me.. taken by surprise and thus, over react lah and cannot speak properly... hahahha... oh wells.. thank you!

Tmr is thursday, have chem prac. Those reading, pls pray.I finished my chem prac revision, but seems too little loh.. though my fren said i should have covered everything.

This my dears, is called the des's 11pm syndrome.The most familiar with this is.........the da ge ELVIN! Hahahah... He can bear wittness to how i over react bout my studying at around 11pm, the night before my whatever paper.Hahahah....

Okay.. the JOY of the LOrd entry shld be coming this weekend.I'll try to see what I gather frOm Him.He is AWESOME.. Stinking explOsively AwesOme!!

ps: the capital O looks nice yah.. among the other words.. hahha.. i mean.. amOng the Other wOrds.. hahahha.. okay okay.. stop here.. short entry.. hOpe ya enjOyed it ppl.. hahha..

PRAY PRAY PRAY.. and GOOD NITE!

Okay.. every 2 days one blog entry.I'm over doing this.
Finished my phy prac book.What to do with it man??

Now, the past few days have been really bad for me.But I'm trying my best liao.So of course there is strife within my blog.Its like I'm trying to convince myself that Im not upset.. that i'm happy.Meaning... My blog makes no sense at all.Which i agree!! ha.. coz ................ there is strife loh.

Which evening srvc was really good.Can't rmb what its about. Hahaha.. i just knew it was good for me then.Was it something to do with grace? I really forgot.(to think i commented even srvc was good for me).Oh.. dying to ourselves is it?Yah..

Okay.. thus I bring forth a solemn note into my blog. I admit I've been super swingy. My mood faluctuates between happy, quiet, sad, irritable, and whatever you can think of in a short span of time.Not good. So yup.. that's all i've got to say bout this mood swings.

Of coz, Some ppl only see the crazy side of me.. while others.. see my full blown mood swing.( OKay.. maybe not full blown.. full blown then i wouldn't be here liao.. too guilty to see anyone). SORRY yah.. you know who you are.Of coz you do.

ANYWAY.. happy note liao lah.. sad all the time very irritating you know?!??!Even for me. (hello.. this is not another 'strife' thing okay??I'm still wonkey.. but I know this time that God's faithful. )

So! I want to talk about the Joy of the Lord. Hahahha..Please turn to ..... OKAY.. Fine.. i have no bible references whatsoever.. But MR UP-THERE just reminded me about His wonderfullicious red-bull sustitute-- Joy!So I wan to talk bout it.Not today though.. another day.. those reading.. please please please please pray for me.. exams are up soon.. tmr is phy prac, thur,chem. Please rmb the kid in prayers.

And THANK YOU DA GE once again..for the pep.HOORAY FOR DA GEs!!!I can't rmb any pep talk I've had with you recently.. but... certain stuff you;ve done has seriously pepped your siao di much.. Thank YOU thank you.. hahah.. you want can continue pepping your siao di...the rest of you also can help pep me.. by.. treating me drinks. or lunch.. i mean.. seriosuly..how much better it is to give than to receive isn't it...haha

OF COZ NONE BEATS MR MY-GRACE-IS-SUFFICIENT-FOR-YOU!!.. MAN.. You are totally awesome!!!Woo hoo!! Chihuahua!!!

Okay.. another blog entry cause i just finished the studies of Switzerland. The land of watches and army knifes and the *hold your breaths* SWISS. Really tired.

I'm so crushed suddenly.And yah in case you're guessing.. am crying.ARGHHH...
Let me get over for awhile.. sorry.

Tah dah!! Okay.. can liao.. I promised ppl i would be happy.Plus i know i shouldn't be sad because God is good.Stinky good.

(ARGHH... okay..not being hypocritical... but.. yes im sad... but... sighz.. seriously you dork!! God is so good i would not be justifying His goodness by being sad right??So trying my best to be happy loh... smile and smile and smile for God.)

Okay show you all what i wrote. in my class website.Supposed to be under the section "Quotes of encouragement" by some ppl who are crazy over nice quotes.So i decided to inject my brilliance amongst their mediocrocity*hahaha.. new word.can't spell lah.. ironic that i'm trying to boast of my english skills to you and i can't spell*. Apparently.. no one understands and no one bothers... so its good for me.So i wrote quite a few of my own already..I have originality mah..not like them. Just copy and paste.*beams with pride*
I like this one that i did.

"Waters carved from grief and sorrow,
Moistened by bliss and merry.
Breaking of one mighty and anguished,
Liberation to one of sheer strength."

A tear.

Makes no sense yah? Oh well.Man... Never mind.. my God still reigns on high.HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

I'll end.Here's some tidbit on an upcoming entry.Guess what its based on.

"A new operation is arising..*sounds familiar?*.............*erm.. opps..can't rmb liao.. nvm.. *.. And its called Operation DESTRUCTO OSO."

ARGHHHHHHH.... LAH LAH LAH LAH LAH LAH LAH LAH!! I'm so praying for someone to call me now and talk to me.

Oh well.. I'm the most bloggious one here.. one new entry evry 2 days.Just that, after studying and doing maths till late night, you just want to blog to relieve the stress and let your mind slow down abit.My mind is slowing down.. as in not so clear, want to sleep yah? Not becoming SENILE.

Okay, contrary to popular believe (I dunno if its popular, the phrase just sounds nice), I did NOT encourage a certain someone.I did not I did not! Argh.. whatever, as esther foong and I would say together!

Whatever Whatever.. arh.. repeat that to yourself 1o times and you will feel the easing of spirit and mind.Of course you would also sense someone calling woodbridge which sad to say, is NOT in woodlands.

And so, What shall i speak of today? I feel a long entry coming up and i feel a few ppl twit.....OEI YOU!! Who ask you click on the back button?! READ ON. NOW!!!.. as i was saying before i was so rudely interrupted *Glares menacingly at culprit(s) and turns back smiliing sweetly to faithful ones still reading(Faithful ones please sign gb to win gratitude from the kid--ME LAH.)*.....and i feel a few ppl twitching uncomfortably in their seats.

Okay how bout this.Nah... nvm bout that.You guys probably know already.Well,Os are up real soon.Please pray yah, I know i don't seem worried but I'm just a boy.Arghh.. as if anyone would believe huh?

Went for morning prayer this morn.Woke up at 5 cause thot first train at 5.3o. Then i reached the station at 5.4o and waited till 6.1o!!Felt so dumb and wanted to cry there and then.YAH LAH, I cry alot lah, for a guy.I have had so little sleep the whole week leh.I purposely wake up so early to reach cck late?!?!?!? No right?that's why loh.

When i reached bus interchange.. no one was taking 3oo at all.I was like trying to act normal but i was fidgeting inside cause didn't know if 3oo would really come.NOT ONE PERSON loh, and for Service 3oo...its not normal.So i just kept reading my geog textbook.rmb its 6.3o at that moment.I was more of trying to act studious and geeky so that if i really made a mistake ppl will like say" Aiyah, normal for studious kids."

And so i reach CCK building at 6.4o and when i step into the sanctuary, Its like something hits you in the stomach.*WHANG BAM!!OoooFf*. So filled with God's presence there.Its just so... wow!!!Of coz i felt like a total idiot.I was the youngest there and i reached there so late( only 2o min left).And i didn't know pray for what!!So i just prayed whatever came to my groggy mind.

Then in a jiffy, we ended.And left for glorious Sunshine place.Sunshine place was never so SHINED upon by the Sun before... FOOD..I mean.... GOOOd.... but i was sooooo tired.And the adults and my dear da ge were all speaking in this foreiggn language which i would call CANTONESE.Wah... i only understand bits and peices by listening for similar sounds to chinese words and applying my assumptions to the situation to see if they were applicable.

AND my da ge did not interpret also.So I'm like.. giving ppl this.."Hey, I know its something funny but i dunno what exactly" Kind of smile.I felt like soooo stupid.But they were really cool ppl.. i mean.. erm.. nice ppl.. fun.Wah.. sis lily treat me.I was so pai seh, but i rmb once she said in class--"If i give you treat, you dun refuse me.".So listen loh.I didn't want her to pay loh.Honest.

Okay.. I'll continue another time.Even i worry for the length and endurance of my readers.

I'll jsut continue now and cut short.Well... we went home i went home with Sis Lily.And I CAN"T WAIT for next time i go morning prayer!! This time.. most prob on fri..can someone give me lift? Qiuyi cabbing??Eric cabbin?Elvin cabbing?Esther cabbing?Someone cabbing? I dun want to go late again.. Arh... I'll convince Jidi to go and take cab with her!! Hahahha.. nice one desmond but.. nah... not likely boy.

Hmmm.. a late night entry.. Hahaha.. anyways.. late nights recently.. like this.1.3o am!! hahahha.. Am listening to Shout to the Lord by Lincoln Brewster.He sure is BREWING up some music.. hahaha..

Okay.. like i always tell Qiuyi.."I've got no time lah..so much homework".. but i happened to read something today that says "WE HAVE THE TIME IF WE WANT TO MAKE THE TIME!!!!" Yea.. its all upper case too..And i became thoughtful..

So true, I mean, if something unexpected crops up, we deal with it..(And i also over react together with it; MAJORLY!!).. and we still move on.. managing whatever we had to do still.So, i guess it means "Des, you have time, just make the time."

Hmmm.. tmr eric's having big bang, maybe going to add spice to the bang..after all I AM one quarter thai.So spicy.. hahhaha.

OKAY OKAY.. HOLD CHA HORSES DUDES AND DUDETTES!! I know what's going on now already, I'm starting to go into hyper lame mode.I'm not hyper, just being very lame.Its 1.38am.. of coz man.. not like yesterday.. wad really hyper till 2.45.

Okay... better stop now and leave you guys to your horse rides. I'm actually so tempted to tell you the Pastor and Horse joke.ARGHHH!!!! DA GE.. would you do us the honour?!??! Hahaha..Okay.. we anxiously await your joke.*Bites fingernails. toe nails.Opps.. no more nails to bite?? Bite your lips then.*

Lah lah.. sleep.. glorious sleep.. MUAHAHAHHAHA..Pardon my insanity..=)

Operation BOOM BOOM HW!

I so must write today... because everyone else is writing.. hahahaha...Okay.. well. Yesterday night was like battle ground for a few of us.WOW.. for me... i slept on the battle ground.

12- 1 am--- I am trying hard to think of a battle plan for the invasion of my
nemesis.Code name:HW I have lost my trusty aide... Officer Cal (Short for calculator).. and am left without help to anhilate HW. Less than half of HW can be anhilated because of the absence of Officer Cal. I reckon i should sleep. and wake up early to resume anhilation planning..I order my recruit Hp to wake me at 4.3o.

4.3o am--- I am awakened by the insistent naggings of HP.Hp tells me it is 4.3o. "Sir, would you want continue the battle plan Sir?" I slap him hard in the stomach.And he silences for a good 1o min. Its good because i get to plan my battle plan for another good 1o min.I think momentarily of my comrade in the other side of territory F11, my beloved Da ge, who has been tasked with one of the most monstrous enemy of all -- a terrible foe who goes by the name 25oo word essay!I shudder at the mere thought...... but push myself to return to my planning.

4.4o am---Hp awakes from his uncounsious state.This time I tell Hp to go prepare
himself and wake me at 4.55 whilst my battle plan takes shape in Dreamland.

4.55 am---I commend Hp for his precision in his wakening duties.But i worry thus for his well-being so I grant him permission to rest for another 55 min before we embark on Operation "BOOM BOOM HW!!"

5.45 am---Recruit Hp once again awakens, ever so ready to fulfill his military duties.And i?I am now fully prepared and have come with a perfect and flawless battle strategy.. as always.Operation BOOM BOOM HW!! is a worthy task pit against our wits. and being witful people (hahaha.. witful..no such word btw.. as my da ge can attest).I propose we leave my nemesis to die of old age. Hp agrees with me.. and promises to wake me at 6.3o

6.35 am-- I wake up and prepare the furneral procession.Operation BOOM BOOM
HW!! has been a success and but i still admire a worthy foe like HW.I utter a small prayer before going out of my tent.( okay im lying.. a really big big big prayer okay??Man..).

There you have it..operation BOOM BOOM HW!! I was fully aware of what i was doing to recruit Hp.I was fully aware i was endangering my life by leaving HW to die of old age.His bosses could have easily rendered me dead.But my brilliant planning scrapped by.I am victorious! I have triumphed over my arch enemy........... at least for now.

Because He lives I can face tomorrow
Because He lives all fear is gone
Because I know I know He holds the future
And life is worth the living
Just because He lives

He lives.WOW,thank God He does.His Holiness.
So.. Mr God,How holy exactly are You?
God:There's no limit??
Okay, understandable.Then seriously,what do You expect Your.. erm.. children... as you call them to do in response?
God:Hmm.. I want them to love Me full heartedly.I want the glory that is due Me.I am a Jealous God.And what is set apart for Me is mine.I want the first place.

I'm seriously hounded by boredom.Really set my heart thinking.The holiness of God.Lest we have a revelation of His holiness,we cannot worship Him with our hearts.Something like that.But.. so true.Unless we've seen a glimpse of that sovereignty, unless we long to see just but a portion of His holiness, how can we be compelled to worship Him.Not that we can't.But when we've tasted of His splendour, His beauty... then how we would long even more to come before Him.

Remember I said this, not wanting the things we can get out of Him but wanting Him for who He is.Arh.. stroke of genius."Seek the giver not the gift".

So what exactly is Your holiness?Care to share?
God:Nah... i think I'll just keep it to myself.

THANK GOD HE DOESN"T SAY THAT!! HE says "seek and You shall find."

That's what we should do man.. seriously.. God's willing.He's waiting,arms opened, saying,"I have so much to tell you, will you listen?I have so much to share, will you ask??".

I don't know bout you.But I was challenged to seek God to reveal His Holiness.I want to do so.I'm going to do my best to do so.He lives.He does.That's why i can face tomorrow.I'm just a kid, can't do much.But God can do much more.Even more because He is a living God, and a personal One at that.

I'm ready to enter a new level of worship and in my walk with Him.I want to know His holiness, and I pray for such revelation of it.Amen.

Who have I in heaven but You?
There is nothing I desire besides You.
My heart and my strength
Many times they fail.
But there is one truth
That always will prevail.

God is the strength of my heart
God is the strength of my heart
God is the strength of my heart
And my portion forever,forever.

This is like MY song, like Divine Exchange belongs to esther tan.It just pricks my heart. (Nah.. not burst forth like a reservoir for those of you who get the joke).
And amazingly it always comes at a time i need Him badly.

I need to need Him badly.

"My heart and strength,Many times they fail." They always do.Those blasted things.But i'm so grateful God doesn't have a heart and might like mine.

Man.. How to describe One so beautiful.I do not have the slightest idea.Lets face it.Im not strong with my words.I can't convince you how i feel.But then again it doesn't matter.Because my lack doesn't limit God unless i cause it to be so.

"God is the strength....... of my heart....".I duno what to say.Should i try and convince ppl that He is truly the strength of our lives our soul and our everything?
I don't need to do that i realised.You know it.

"Strength of my heart come.. come.. come.come.Lord come."

Lah lah lah lah.. nah.Not hyper. Just thankful God is in control all the time. I am so...nothing before Him.

Seriously, I'm just, marvelled at His wisdom.He's really good at this "you get this talent and you get this.. and put da both of ya together and we get a ka-booming effect" kind of thing.

I've always wondered bout something.I thought i came to terms with it.But I haven't.I merely brushed it aside.Now things must change.Faith is a seed that grows larger everytime you use it.It is a seed that has so much potential.Prayer is the moisture needed.My FaThEr up there is like the farmer and the sunlight.Put them together and wah-lah-ka-zam.. we have miracles.

Miracles miracles
Big and small
Miracles Miracles
Miracles Galore!

Its not us.Its all God. I dunno wad to say... just typing on and on..end here then.
"But there is one truth that always will prevail..THAT GOD IS THE STRENGTH OF MY HEART."

Thanks Dad.

God is good. As always.
I was argh this whole week lah.. first this then that.Wah.. was in such pain couldn't go edge.Apparently i missed out on a very very very good sermon.Notes anyone?? I want.Da ge?? Coz i can only think of you when it comes to notes.

Okay.. so I'm like thru out sat nite.. i was just claiming healing and prophesiying over my pain. And seriously, it was one of the very few times i came before the Most High, not saying,"PLease..heal me."

I literally spoke like i was really a child of God (as gathered from the morales ).Was saying,"God, I want the healing and I know YOu can do it."... And it didn;t realy work.Hehehhe.. coz i stilll woke up painful.Was so bad sms ppl at like 12 or 1am? To pray for me.

Yah, so im like.. "seriously God,You have something up Your sleve don't You? You want to be glorified in my pain.Then let me continue on with the pain loh.. just don't give me a hole in my stomach." And it was true, He is being glorified right now as you guys read. He is Jehovah Rophe, the Lord our Healer.( Rophe rite?? Not something else...)

Okay.. so the morn srvc was really good.I seriously like Pam's leading.WOW. I mean, i felt as if i broke into a new level.The pain was there yah, couldn't sing high high also, coz have to use stomach and its pain lah dey!!But I was just in awe of God's holiness and sovereignty and love, i was blown away.I just started crying while we were singing "worthy is the Lamb".God's revelation of His greatness just overwhelmed me.

Truely our God is worthy.That was the prayer i had in the morn before i went for srvc."blow me away Lord God.Just wow me."

I mean, WOW. I cannot describe it.When God comes, He comes. And when He comes and you let Him be who He is, Then i believe there is breakthrough. I wasn't in any much problem or was asking Him to help me ease the pain or anything.Just singing.. or croaking... hahahha.... but.. WOW. God has other plans.

Okay so for even was pretty much the same thing lah.. just.. sang my guts out.Wah.. like forcing myself to sing in melody even though im like so super low already.Hahahha.. so funny.. so low low low for this song.. but i didn't care.. just blasted myself away. hahahah..and i only teared after the worship was over. *applause!!* This time was because homework alot-- was tryiny not to think of it. And sort of cause this struggle and you finally give in to God.

Okay.. yah.. so... alot of hw.. please please pray..hehehe.. Elvin can attest to how terri-gible my phy is.he was like.. "Can do or not??"..WAH.... aiyoh.. anyways.. SMILE!! Coz God reigns despite your circumstance,your time. Yah, the circumstance is real.Im not asking you to deny it.

Faith is not positive thinking.Rather it is admiting the limitations yet still trusting God for a way out.Guess what?? God doesn't change even if you want Him to.He still is and will be loving you and protecting you.He stinking wants to prosper you.What makes you think he will short change you?

I'm just taken away by God's grace-- since I'm back to eve,tues and the diff stuff, He really gave me new good friends, a new beggining, new revelations of old words and thinking,my net leader, diff ones of you who just play a part in my life even though you might not know it.Like meh for one, she's just saying hi to me when i'm even afraid to tell ppl hi.Of coz you ppl reading now play a part too.. even if you dun tink you did.It affects me in some way or another.And I'm so thankful to all of you in the bloggin family.. i assure you.. you are God's gift to me.Thank God.

AND of coz... my Da Ge. Who,without, I would probably not be where I am now.* appluase ppl and yah.. you do have to pay me for that, elvin. =)*

I thank God for being God.More than all this i thank God for being MY God.He was merciful enough.I love Him... and i want to fall in love with HIm anew each day.

Thank You ppl!! Opps. just realised its so long.

Okay.. funny post today!! Wanted to wake up early this morning;bout 4.15 to do hw.I napped like 4 hours in the afternoon yesterday!! Talk about tired.. wah..so anyways.. i still slept early because was really tired. But i had to die die do finish my work. I mean one of them is due to the VP leh.. hahhah

So i'm like,"hmmm... get ppl to pray you wake up boy".. which i did.

And i did wake up...at 4.25.That's okay because i came down,said morning to God, and did my chem (VP one).And my brother wakes up also.. so i have to go back to the room to make sure he sleeps.And he doesn't sleep till bout ...erm... let's see.. til bout when i have fallen back to dream land.

Arghh.. of coz i woke up in btw to like chk on him.. see if he's sleeping or not and he isn't lah.. which explains why i had a sudden wakening by my mom.AT 6.50!!hhahaha..nah lah.. so I'm so calm bout everything and i go to school with my chem paper 3/4 done and nothing else done at all. Out of alot of hw.

Well.. God answered my prayer though..Catch this okay.Only my chem was collected (I copied.. i mean reference the rest from my faithful friend).. and my e maths?? I sneaked out of school immediately after sch so that teacher can't ask me for it.She asked her rep to collect.

Anyways.my amaths was not done at all and my history was not touched.. not one bit. and my hist teacher was sick(what's new??).God made things work out.

SO GOD....I LOVE YOU!!!!
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Hehehe.. back from net.Eric and joel joined us today.. i led.. so commical.Was like making eyes at eric...NOOOO.. don't think crooked!! Wanted him to help me with the songs but he didn't understand.So i was like arghh!!! (here it goes elvin, the 'argh' feeling).So i finally resorted to using the normal worship handsigns.Raise key. First versa.Hahahah... so silly.Beginning to like my net's worship much much more.

hahaha... so anyways.. sure had a few 'argh' moments (there it goes again,da ge) during the week.. God is still good and reigns sovereign still.

Hahahha... esther: congrats again on finishing promos.
Angel:Teddy bear is mine you burglar!!
elvin: You're actually supposed to link me as siao di!!
everyone: Hello!!! hahaha

Okay.. im reaching the lame hyper stage again!! My bonny lies over the ocean.My bonny lies over the sea.My bonny lies over the ocean.Oh bring back my bonny to meeeeeee!!!

Hahahaha... seriously... brothers 4 is so totally hilarious.Every female friend they know is MAD!! Sick.. and i so like the Chung Hwa's crazy girl--Joyce!!! HAhahaha... my love.. my love.. hahahah... she's nuts!!!

I've decided to comment on Brothers 4!!! So excited!!! So much energy!!
Chung Fu--Stupid eldest bro.
Dai Sou-- aka Cyber Di.Singing sensation for ppl 8 to 8o.
Sheila--YEEE.. morphing into a man.Yucks!!
Tony-- Mr I'm-a-lover-not-a-fighter.So funny!!!Fillial too.
MAggie--ARHHH... simply like her!!So fillial.Black belt.
Aron--Haven't seen much of him.Must be too ex to hire.
Holly-- Melody Chen for those who don't know.She's into trend setting.And yes..is crazy over Aron.Literally.
Boyboy-- Chung Hwa.Youngest bro.Stupid guy.Poor soul.
Ceci-- Youngest Daughter and neice of Chung Hwa.Has all sorts of laxatives.
AngelPuffs--AKA Joyce.Nut case.Period.

hahahahha... so totally hilarious.Was msg elvin thruout the show!!! So freaky Joyce.. hahahhahah... man... think I'm over doing it liao. hahahahha..

Sign gb okay??

Another entry.Wah, i think i update the most frequently.Not a good sign.

Okay.. the Morales are leaving tonight.Soon actually.During their stay with us,I sure have learnt alot of stuff from them.

Today at prayer i was like alone.Without my da ge,eric, jason, the normal ppl lah sitting beside me..cause the guys on duty, the girls??Slack!! hahah.. nah lah..dunno also.. but was beside Gia Wen.And as as we did warfare again-- a few thoughts ran through my mind.

I was seriously taken back by the way they do warfare.Isn't warfare supposed to be dangerous? So I'm there and thinking.Ya, warfare is dangerous.But i guess the reason why they were so confident and persistent was because they recgonised their authority in Christ.They understand the meaning of Child Of God.This tittle allows us access to God's super-pa-duper presence 24/7/!!

They recgonise Jesus has smothered the powers of darkness on the cross of Calvary.They are aware that Christ has won. Look carefully.. Christ HAS WON.
Not is winning.. not will win.. but HAS WON.Of course we have to be real careful too,this warfare is real.But no fear;God is there what!! Hello?!?

Plus we must constantly be around the fah-llow-ship-pe of the Saints. Thank God for ppl like elvin and the others!!

*i seriously expect something for praising you to the skies,Elvin.hahahahha..Bring me out more often?? hahahah..*

But, anyways.. God is good.Hahaha.. my results.. aiyoh.. please pray hard.I think can get below 2o.God is able!!

Hungry now leh.. hahah.. i realised i can't turn up to meetings on time one.. was going to meet them for dinner/drink. But late!! So no food.Hungry.
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Hahaha.. if you're thinking sometimes why i have a break in my entry,its because i go online and blog then post it without publishing.Only publish at the end of the day so that you get the whole picture.hahahha. so thoughtful hor..? And while i'm at that.. so thicked skinned too.
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Return of the King trailer!!! OH MY WORD!!
Man.. this must be like the movie of the century!! Wow..hahahah.. so excited bout it.
The plot gets thicker, the peril more immense.How the tale is forged and how the battles are to take place pesters my mind like a hounding thought.

Down at Your feet Oh Lord
Is the most high place
In Your presence Lord
We seek Your Face We seek Your face
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Humbling myself before God, that's where I find myself being lifted above the cares of this world.How strange it is so simple to be at that place of total surrender.Yet how many can do that? Not me.Suddenly.. one day after, the song is having effect on me.I have so many things i can't control.What am I to do about it?

Down at Your feet Oh Lord..

Time to fall at His feet,literally.Time for pride to be broken and shattered and torn down.Time to give in liao.. to say man God.. seriously, I've failed.But You haven't and will never. hehehhehee...God is Good! Stinking good!!!

Nah... not in hyper mood today.Sleepy mode.Really tired--school lah.. with a sch like that.We've no break till our Os,unlike other schs.And we've remedials (ya right.. my foot!!! It really compulsary extension of normal curricumlum---calling it 'remedials' covers up this evil scheme.)

Got back some of my results.. wait till they're confirmed and the mark sheets are passed out then i post okay?? Or maybe sould just consider whether or not to post.

>>mon afternoon.
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Okay.. i'm back from my movie.. suddenly like very crushed.Think the movie reallly is filled with much heaviness.Its like.. wah. whether good guy or bad guy.. all have their sad moments.Really wanted to cry at many points throughout the show.Just told myself not to blink my eyes or touch them,if not malu myself.....AGAIN.

Was almost late for movie.Wah thank God man.. was like praying and praying that the bus would come quick.Wanted to go elvin's home to study with them but rmb they were supposed to have dinner or something..right mr fOONg??? So didn't want to gate-crash.

Really thinking of skipping sch tmr.Feeling weird.. weird.

Hahahaha.. my new blog is birthed forth,
and i am no sloth.
Its only 2 days,
Yet 3 entries I've paved.

Hehehe.. so hyper today again..Then again what's so new bout that?? hahah.. HYPER HYPER!! Okay.. firstly.. apologies to my da ge... aiyah.. sorry lah.. i really cannot restrain myself.. blogging seems so fun! Don't worry. it won't be like my old OD. =)

Okay.. so today we had dinner... and i heard the terrible news.. Xiao Hui is dead.. so sad.Plus.. Rou Rou was.. its too ghastly to be uttered.. sighz.. What's Holland V turning into?? Some taiwanese show??

Okay.. so.. here's some reasons why Xiao Hui shouldn't die.
-She's so good-looking. OKay maybe not so.. but.. its good enough for me.
-She's so good-looking. Did i mention that already?? Yea..
-She is .. sighz.. Hahahhaha..

Here's why Rou Rou shouldn't be *toot*
-Aiyoh.. so poor thing. already her ideal guy is her brother..can't the writers spare her? So bei(1) one.. not her lah.. why punish her like that??Media Corp..*pui pui*

Ya.. so I'm sitting in the cab thinking.. why?? Why?? Like elvin says.. foreign talent is expensive. So she has to die first...Geez.

Okay.. so i go on.. hmm.. my blog colours are too dark.. must try and instill more life into it.

Okay... here's today's sermon notes.. I tried.. I tried.. but i dunno hwo to write notes that well. This will have to do.
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How to Be Grateful to God.
Text: 2 Chron 32: 23--26

God died specifically for me.. not for all humanity but for those who receive Him.. Its personal.. the dying was for you. yah lah. YOU.. Personally.
So God wants to give us the very best, but He expects our attitudes(SHARON!!) to be right too.. This means,Be grateful.For the little stuff in life.. for the stuff we don't stop to think about.God is pleased when we are grateful to him.
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Hahah... can't write notes that well. plus.. doesn't follow a specific list of points.. so difficult to write out.Oh well.

OK.. going to get my guest book and brighten this up abit.

Aiyoh... got my skin liao.. abit the dark hor?? So im writing anoter entry to see if the length is all correct and stuff.. is the dark too dark? or should i get a darker one.. should it be fading dark, luminous dark, pitch dark, dead dark,dark dark or just dark?

hehehehe... okay okay.. today is the Big day.. get it? big bang and big day?? LAME!!
yea rite.. be happy im lame okay..

dunno wad to cook and prepare... finally decided to get snacks and spare my poor net members from my cooking.. sighz..

still need to get my guest book... or maybe tag board? or maybe... whatever..
going to watch xmen-evolution now!

Hmmmm... WOW!! New blog.. just like getting a new house!!!SO many things to touch up on.. so many you want to link up to!!

Hmmm... so interesting.. hahahha..
aiyah... actually hor.. i dunwan to start blog one... but recently.. keep reading other blogs.. and then my sch fren was doing up hers.. so im doing it to!!!Coupled with a late nite and a hyperactive* spirit today... ya.. i must say.. the Blog thing was sort of inevitable!!Plus just did up my other blog with a new blog skin,dying to get a new blog to do it up too!!!PLus prelims over...plus... and also because... yea.. that too yup... yes yes.. glad you thot the same way i did..

So i started my new blog.Will I write? Sure i will.
But i must restrain myself.. or i will write repeatedly day after day.Then the simple matters will go out of hand.So it remains not simplicity anymore.And I will simply be left with nothing but BLOG!!Hhahahah...

God is Good.So happy today!! Ate alot.. growing wider..But God is still good!!!
ARGHH... love him so much..my contacts are coming for the bang... which is pretty amazing.. there were so many false hopes. And you're not supposed to be sad cause you will incurr the wrath of some ppl*erm hem..*.Had ppl saying they are coming and then backed out.. but... its TMR.. and there are ppl coming...WOW! *say wow too*

God is stinking good..aww... Okay. end here.. now will try and get a blog skin for my blog. nice one.. or.. some.. anything lah..


*hyperactive-- not the exclamations marks!!!!!!