Heya PPl!! Camp after tmr.. so fast huh?

Okay.. well.On fri we went Msia. A p3 outing with the er jie.. hahaha... so funny so funny.. estehr brought joel and me (as we waited for john) to padini.. SOOO BIG... we walked so many rounds couldn't find anything.. then esther passed us a few shirts to try.. and from that moment on we began to find alot of stuff and we just kept trying. hahah..we just took the last 2 dressing rooms for our own trying pleasure.. ahhaha..

then john arrived and we continue in padini awhile more.. ahahh.. then we went lunch, then went to john's mom childcare.. then back to shop!! this time we went OP.

At first we were like bored bored one.. everyone tired already..but we realise 20% discount. Hahaha.. we went in also abit cautious. However, when we tried our first shirt, this salesgirl was really good man.. She doesn't look like lah.. but she was so friednly.. she totally hyped us up. That was the climax of the trip man.. we were NUTS..

Just trying shirt after shirt after shirt.. and she's commenting about us.. ahhah.. there were 3 dressing rooms.. the 4 of us just hogged it. And we kept swapping shirts to try.. the P3 lah.. and the different sizez and all.. We even took a photo in front of everyone and when we hadn't paid for our shirt.. hahah... good thing we bought it in the end.

Well... the salegirl left for lunch.. the other ppl not as nice.. anyways.. we have similar shirts! hahah.. okay that was fri.. we rushed back to my home for divisional meeting.. then i rushed out after to stay over.. So cool!! Can i stay over again?!?!

Well... today sunday.. i was small gp. hahah.. so cool.. su linn Gp. Hahah.. pretty fun. Wah.. busy day. Climax was at afternoon.. like 4 ppl talking to me at the same time. I was pretty mean lah.. every time i get irritated my mouth becomes motormouth.. start with my sacarstic remarks. Very bad.. still can't control tt well.

Anywas.. we went estehr foong's house after tt to watch vcd.. so cool. I love it.. the passion. Man.. God.. blow us away in camp!!! Anyways.. after tt we all napped--girls in esther foong's room and john and i in living room. Though i didn't get much sleep. Terrible headache.. hahah..

Anyways.. i was in pretty terrible state. I was highly irritatable.. with myself.. Dinner was okay.. hahaha.. alot more lah.. but then too much to type.. summary? God is GOOD. You better believe it.. you better expect. Camp's going to be awesome.

Operation Destructo Oso Has fulfilled its purpose. Oso is gone-so. Just like that.
GOD IS STINKING GOOD!! WHo rocks? He does.. Who rocks? He does!! Hey God whoo hah hah! Woo hah hah!!

Okay.. this is a gratitude list. Here goes.. and the emmy goes to..(Alphabatical order or at least i try)

GOD. -- He has given me so much peace. So much help.He is THE man.. He rocks. He's awesome. He really made things work out. He honors you. He never gives up on you.And He just keeps speaking to you. WOW!

Angel -- She and her gut feeling of my papers.. Arh.. thank you for noticing my papers.. really encouraging to know ppl DO use the timetables i send out.

Blogger family -- Thanks for putting up with my long entries as i de-stress during my study breaks. Hhaha.. which are like.. forever?You've guys been awesome.. thanks for praying. Which i am giving the benefit of the doubt.

Da Ge -- The one who i think suffered the most during this period with me and BECAUSE of me. Hahah.. sorry.. for the late night ," Da ge, pray for me yah.. i'm scared.." msges amongst other types of msg.. Thank you for your daily prayers..Thank you for trusting I studied when no one did. Thank you for putting up with an over reacting Siao di! You are the most awesome da ge!!Love you soo much..(eeeee.. Yes.. I'm mushy.. I realised too). He also having his papers.. pray yah? * Bows and say, "Thank you dai kor. I'm so grateful I could cry." Bows again.*

Esther tan aka Er jie -- She has been such a support, always making sure i study, and msg me at times to cheer me on. Think she has been faithfully praying for all the os students.. not only me.She rocks..

Esther Wong -- She's another one who prayed alot too. I think lah! thank you!! She's having papers.. rmb her in prayers.

Esther Foong -- "Study when you have the chance to brother.." Hahah.. thank you esther.. she has been jia you-ing me alot.. really appreciate it.So sweet right? Stay happy yah?

Eric Loh -- This guy.. really at times i really wanted to cry because of him. So strict.. to the extent there was one time i felt so terrible.Didn't tell anyone..save God.But it was then i realised eric's concern. He opens his house, teaches us, worrys for us.Thank God for eric. Okay.. its abit emotional coz i'm missing him already!

Fellow O students -- Thank them for being worried!! Hahah.. They have been a blessing.. saw how we supported each other and studied. So blessed by them. Especially Joel.. was so blessed that day by his action.. not to me.. but the decision he made.Thank you.Pray for them, some still have papers.

Jason Oon -- My ultimate "You should be at home studying" machine. He just reminds me to study, but in a nice light hearted way. And he keeps counting down for me. Really perks you up. Superblous guy. =)

Qiu Yi aka Chief -- Another emotional thank you coz i miss her. She has been wonderful. She also knows what paper i take and i know she prays for me.She just spurs me on with sms every time she arranges net meeting.Thank you man..I miss you Chief! *Salutes*

Whoever else who has been praying.Thank you If i missed you out.No ill intention.

....As they sailed he fell asleep.A squall came down on the lake, so that the boat was being swamped, and they were in great danger.....He got up and rebuked the wind and the raging waters; the storm subsided, and all was calm....

...A furious squall came up, and the waves broke over the boat, so that it was nearly swamped..... He got up, rebuked the wind and said to the waves, "Quiet! Be still!".Then the wind died down and it was completely calm.....

.....Without warning, a furious storm came up on the lake, so that the waves swept over the boat....He replied," You of little faith, why are you so afraid?" Then He got up and rebuked the winds and the waves and it was completely calm....

Be still. Be still. Be still.

For those of you worrying out there. Be still.

For those of you questioning out there. Be still.

For those of you that are all drained out. Be still.

For those of you weeping, crying, tearing out there. Be still.

For those of you busy in your work. Be still.

Be still and know that I am God.

Amen.
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Yes.. yes.. i realised that somehow alot of these words can be seen in my da ge's blog.Arghh.. I'm really not trying to copyright. But.. i was.. asking God just now. What do i do? And He brought me to this passage. I didn't realise that it was so similar to the da ge's blog until i went over to read. I'm not trying to poach customers. But..its Godly timing is it? Hahah. more like conincidence.But nevertheless... its time i be still.

Tah DAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Another entry..

I'm writing this in the midst of my study break. Woke up today ready to go to sch, and i checked my entryproof before leaving the house. Not something that i always do.. but thank God!!! Because i realised my paper in the afternoon.. God is SOOOOO good... so i could sleep to 8.3o, then study till 10. (Now's 10.25am). And i finished highlighting my whole chap. BIG chap!! hahahah..

Well.. I shall resume my studying in awhile; tighten up my chaps abit!!

Okay.. this 4 days? God has simply blown my mind away. I'm telling you.. He is so good i can't stand it!!! ahahah...NO.. i mean...ARGHHHHHH.. GOD YOU ARE AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!!!!!!!!

hahah... well on fri we had combined net with eric. I was supposed to do praise and esther tan worship.. but eric started with this really 'worship' tune. I didn't know how to start my praise.. so i went.."erm..we'll pray before we start!! Daniel pray!!".

Hahah.. so daniel prays this really 'worship' kind of prayer.. and wow!! after the prayer we decide that we should just go into worship. Saves me the trouble. Well.. God kept speaking and impressing stuff on our hearts.. and daniel and esther both just prayed and spoke what they felt God was saying. And it was awesome!!!!!

God showed up.And the gist of it was.. he's re-focusing us. He's bringing us back to the basics.. that was what he kept nudging me about the whole week. Even at the edge.. "REFOCUS REFOCUS. GOD SHOULD BE FIRST GOD SHOULD BE FIRST".

Not strange we have all the ppl speaking of true worship. Joy, Elvin, Jason,other different ones.. True worship!! God's wanting to bring us back. He's calling us back. Its as if He's saying," I have need for vessels who would be set apart to be holy. For i deserve all worship."

For if we DON't give Him our worship, the rocks would cry out!!! Because He deserves it. Because He deserves it. Because its what we have to do.Because its what we need to do.

AMEN.

Okay.. going back to my geog.. continue praying for me ppl.. I have papers till wed. The other O students have until fri. Pray for them too. Jen and Dage also have exams pray for them too!! Esther wong too.

AMEN!

FINALLY!!!!!!! I can blog. Have been waiting all day!! Hahaha.. crazy right me? Oh well.. let's just move on..shhh.. don't tell ppl okay? Its OUR secret.. you tell ppl i don't friend you.. and i call my friends not to friend you and i call my friends' friends not to friend you.

hahaha.. get what i mean when i say i'm crazy? Okay.. come.. let's seriously go on.

Yah...OH!! YAH!! my dreams.. okay. you have to understand my dreams to me are very very real.. when i wake up.. i will remain in them for awhile.. like the last time i dreamt someone scolded me.. i woke up feeling so sad.. and i was trying to rmb why, and i realised because it happened in my dream. Something like that lah..don't know whether its normal..do you guys feel the same way? then maybe its not only me. hahaha..

Also, my dreams come in episodes.Like on mon i will dream of this. And on tue i will dream of the same thing, but in the dream, its another day in the same place.And i almost always have dreams. Very tiring.

Then my dreams are mostly bout about shopping centres, big buildings and me walking about in them. But my places will look more big and magnificient. For example, cck will look different and bigger and niccer, but i will KNOW it is cck building.

Haha.. and they are normally the same ppl in my dream.. my dinner kah kia. Always see them.Hahah.. opps. SIDETRACK. Okay, wanted to say my dream on wed was like.. ahhah. commical. I had a horse!!! And esther tan.. you have one too!! Hahah.. yours belongs to someone esle.. he lent you. Can't rmb who. think da ge.

Anyways.. we were eating in JE, then we had to leave for interchange. So i get my horse( Which btw was a present from the producers of LOTR, after their filming.) and i ride to interchange before the rest of the ppl-- dage, esther, joel, a few more..

And i CAN"T steer the poor horse!!!So i keep bumping his head into walls, signboards, the MRT column pillar!!!So poor thing.. ( because i don't play daytona!!!).

So as im riding, i meet joash who shouts to Jonathan that his bday party is still on. And i rmb (from the prev dream episode) that there's this murderer killing us. and he only appears in places with alot of ppl, so jonathan don't want a party. A few ppl already died liao.. sad right?? ahhaha.. from our youth.Hahaha.. oh well.

Anyways.. i ride to the interchange and when i'm there, esther tan SAYS.. hey.. the murdererer is here!!So calmly.. and me? I ride off quickly.. thankful that the masked man cannot chase me as i'm on shadowfax, the fastest horse there is in middle earth. I hide for awhile.. before i wake up.. HAhaha... so silly.

There you have it.. my dream.. sorry so long.. next time i practise 160 words summary okay?Hahah.. sorry. And, esther.. you have a nice horse!!! but not as fast as mine lah.. hehehehhe..

God is good. So good. So very very good.

We cry holy holy holy
We cry holy holy holy
We cry holy holy holy
Is the lamb.

Went morn prayer!! Yay yay yay!! Want to go tmr again.. though pls don't scold me.. i know i need to study-- Eric Loh's good at the reminding part. Sighz.. sometimes i don't know if i'm being silly...

Okay.. Anyways.. God is good. God IS good. Morning prayer blew my mind away.. the things he reveals.. hmmm.. man.Somehow.. i wonder if we have defiled God's idea of worship. I wonder if we have perverted His holiness. I wonder if we have destroyed his courts when we enter so blatantly. Its by grace that we enter.. have we forgotten? We pollute it with our self righteousness and pride.. we neglect the fact that we are NOTHING before the Most High.. and it was because He first chose us that we are given this special privilege.We come in so casually we forget we are meeting a King... OUR King. I'm guilty of that God.

Argh.. God!! Okay okay.. i have 4 more days.. 4 more days of exams.. which means.. 1 more week counting the breaks!! Praise God!! He has sustained me.. so long and will continue to do so. Sighz.. man God.. You are so awesome.. what to say?

Chem's on fri.I have today and tmr to study. Please pray ppl!! My chem's not very good!! But my God IS!!

Hahah.. yah.. SO (sorry sidetrack).. we went Mac's to eat after prayer!! Not really filling lei.. wanted to eat somemore.. but they all want to go home. Hahaha.. but i no money also.. have lah.. but.. must save for tmr!! hahah.. I dunno where all the cash fly to leh!! I'm hardly ever broke one.. that's why jason and da ge always say i rich!!! Arh arh arh.. whatever.......i wish i was too!! arh.. the spoils of being rich and wealthy..imagine the amount of burgers i could buy!! Then i can cab to morning prayer!! And i can .. wad can i do?? I can.. opps.. haha.. pay tithes!!

Hehehe.. okk okk.. study study study!! Which means Jennifer and Elvin!! Stop reading now and go study!! Hahaha.. opps.. i really no big no small.. cannot talk to dai kor like that!

Sorry dai kor. Anything you say dai kor.

STUDY! YAY! Sleep first. Chief says i sleep very little for my age.... oh well.. to infinity and beyond!

Hehehe!! Sorry dear bloggers, i realised i didn't blog yesterday.. though by my one-entry-every-2-days habit, i should have. Hahaha.. arh.. who cares..

Anyways.. hahah.. yesterday was such a funny day. I was on gp.. not Gp. You'll figure the diff after awhile..haha.. so.. wah.. my Gp not around, and i wasn't expecting to do alone.. so abit the messy.. Sorry Worship Leader.. who was it? Shirley? No no.. hahah.. its the one and only.....Bro FOOng!! Holy and annointed one... hahah.. arh.. blasphemy..

Okay.. then worship prac.. eric was so scientific.. bu kui is scholar.. all the bio terms.Supposed to practise voice projection..(nah.. not astral projection..prue's dead.WAH!!... no wait.. YAY!!)

Yah... fun lah.. but I'm the only guy.. so elvin was saying can he hear me distinctively. Well.. just to tell you hor da ge.. I can hear me too.. this super bass voice.WAHHHHH... hahah.. oh well..NEXT!!

Next was service.. hahah. was so tired.. and sleepy.. studied to 2 something the day before.. together with *ATTENTION!!* Chief!!Hahaha..

Okay.. so we went BK to eat after that!! Thanks to me!!! hahah..i was so insistent, "but there wouldn't be any seats in the food court!!"... ahha.. so chief relented. Da ge!!! You have this siao di to thank okay.. if not you'll be eating food court food again.

Hahah..and during dinner, someone asks me," How come you don't have to study?".. and he asked so innocently.. i was so speechless.. haha.. but yah man.. hahah..

Heheh.. actually, i'm really wating to write bout my amaths paper today.. but i sidetrack so much. ahhah.. okay.. next time lah.Summary-- God is gOOd!!!

Another entry.. wah.. thoughts are running wild!! So many things i'm thinking of but not one I'm focused on. Flying everywhere!! Okay Okay.. attention!! Back in position!!

Okay.. update abit. RMB Operation Destructo OsO? Well.. half the battle is won. 2 more weeks, continue praying ppl! God is really good.. i mean.. He really helped in my exams.A very brief summary is that, the very few chaps i studied, came out. Thank God. Praise God!! You stinking RULE!! 1o points 1o points!! (When i get it,its really God loh.. 1o points is pretty much imposible for me.. but..i still like 1o points for Os. Sounds so cool.. hahah.Faith faith.)

Okay.. anyways.. MANHATTAN IS MINE!! Seen that ad anyone? So funny.. haha..
You know what? It serves as a reminder.. that SINGAPORE IS MINE.. IS OURS.. IS CHRIST'S.. just to re-focus some of you and myself (definately)..=)

Next on list.. let me think.Okay... Chief's lesson was superb man.. I tink it was great..(Appluase.. and i mean it.Ok... why aren't you clapping?). Love. WOW! His love.. so wide. Such simple love for us. No strings attached.. if i shld say.. such Childlike Love.. as it is with faith. WOW. Thanks God. What measure of love You have given us.

Ok. I'll expand next time. Really cannot rmb wad i wanted to write? Was it the above? Oh well.. my memory is failing... wait.. is this blogger? Or blooger? Oh yah.. Bloggur.. I mean.. blogger.

The I-love-morning-prayers Entry.

Hahah..tired.. when i'm tired my entries become longer.Okee okee.. Thank you thank you for the lift!

Oh OH! Who is my annomynous (Is tt how you spell it?) note leaver? I can make a wild guess but you cannot like that to me ok?Hahaha.. do tell who you are.. Can sense in the force you have lots more to say.Oh kay.. thank you.. really appreciate it. You saw stuff i didn't realise...

Okay.. Really already now. I went morn prayer today!!!! SO happy happy happy!! Hahah. thank you for the lift, (please pass on msg dai kor sir).. sorry sorry for the trouble (please relay msg da ge sir!).

I promised Someone i will go one.. so i went.. and I'm glad i did. This time i was reminded of Birth Pains*. (*Is it? I can't rmb wad i was reminded of already. BAD BAD BAD memory)

I was also reminded of the postion we hold in Christ. Of coz not much reminding for tt one. *smiles cheekily, He can attest to the noise I've been making.*

Okay.. Hahahah.. so sis helen was talking bout praying for the Spirit to work extra hard for her daughter's Mother Tongue exam i think. And Uncle George went " The Spirit can only speak Father Tongue.. not Mother Tongue.. "

hahahhahahaha.... so funny.. I'm telling you.. this ppl are like.. so hilarious.. not to mention the amount of Godly wisdom they can offer.. I was pretty blessed by the breakfast after morn prayer. Hahaha.. i didn't eat though! (See Chief? I'm not binge-ing). hahah.. actually.. coz i didn't have money already.. only $1.20 left for the next few days. *Hint Hint, esp my dage.. My allowance please!=)*

But it was a suplendous time. The things God can do.WOW.Okay.. back to studying! Or rather snoozing. Good Morning everyone!! Hahahah..

" It's an addiction!!!", cried the child, as he say crossed-legged in the forts of his maroon-coloured chair. The persistant cryings of the television barked into his ears, but he was oblivious to it.

His insistent manner was evident. It was visible and obvious. Then he paused, quietened down, and leaned back, finding respite in the noises that rose around him. How? one might ask. It was because they had simmered down to but repeated nudges to his imagination-- he was ignorant to their assending bellowing and instead took them as part and parcel of his little neighbourhood.

He rode upon the noises, letting loose his wild thoughts; It was an addiction..He finally decided. Desmond finally decided.

Its an addiction to blogging every 2 days, very naturally, not on purpose one!!!!!!!! Hahahahhahah... heheh.. sorry.. i don't think its an addiction actually lah... today's post is practising for english paper tmr. I'm worried abit loh.. cause esther says my compo is like...wah.. hahaha..horizontal straight line graph with decreasing gradient. In english.. it means.. boring.. And she's not the first. Hahah.. I agree lah.. its quite bad. Even my teacher says my stories are too neat and predictable.

Help ME!!! God!!!! Hahahha.. okay.. sister tan also says my entries too long. Okay loh.. i try to cut short. But i can't restrain myself.

Seriously.. anyone has tips? Da ge? Please call me or leave notes. Or do something.. panic panic panic.. hahah.. not really lah.Just want to add spice into my compo. Clover, pepper. Whatever! (Rhymed right? Man..i'm good. OKAY maybe not..hahaha)

Back to studying the educatations of socialitities. Hahha.. have such word?? Aiyah.. it simply means Social Studies.
PRAY PPL PRAY..

THE JOY OF THE LORD

You gave me Joy that's unspeakable
And I like it...

Hahaha. newsboys.. very cartoon song.. but.. God's joy is unspeakable.. It is something that is reflected off our lives, our actions, our entire being.

Okay lah.. tell you the truth.. didn't prepare anything to say.Hehe.. so hor.. those who waited in anticipation for this short simple message..(I am trying to have faith to believe ppl are anxiously awaiting it).. going to be disapointed loh.sorry..

I just came back from wedding, didn't intend to blog at all.. because.. yes.. to that extent jennifer was right.. lazy.. OEI.. but at least i update pretty frequetly leh.. amuse you ppl with my silly antics.But then i rmbed its the end of the week already.. must bring my offering of JOY to you guys.

Hahahah.. cham lah.. nothing to say bout joy of the Lord.No bible references.
But the bible says The Joy of the Lord is our strength. Why so? To me lah.. i tink its because.. We know that.. yah lah.. trials, battles, failures, dissappointments, discouragements, hurts and the like..though they may be real,But we have Someone who is in control. That's how we remain joyful.. and creates a chain effect.

We feel down----> But we know He is in control---->We are joyful not in our problems, but in DADDY up there---> We go on because we know all things work for good for those who love Him. ALL things.

I'm a very unstable person.. as in i can have alot of emotions at one go..this week is good example. But one thing that BOSS reminded me is that.. Joy IN the Lord is where my strength's gonna come from.

Like I said before.. we don't deny our problems.We admit them. Faith is NOT positive thinking hello? Nope.. arh arh.. NAh.. NOT.. It is admiting the problem, but in spite of that believing that God's going to work it out for the best.

One thing we also have to realise is that.. What are we fighting for? Be reminded that our goal on this earth is for SOULS.. Once we lose focus.. when things go wrong.. very likely we can't remain joyful.. because somehow, they are not even stuff that God wants us to mainly battle for.

ARH.. sudden stroke of genius again.Opps.. lost it. Wait.. wait..
Oh... when our PRIMARY aim in doing stuff is not for God's glory, when we fail.. we become dissappointed in ourselves.And we lose joy because we are human.. its difficult for us to give ourselves another chance.

But when we do stuff PRIMARYLY for Him, when we fail.. we don't lose that joy.. because He is a God of UNENDING CHANCES. Not saying that we abuse this unceasing supply of 2nd chances.. but.. when we've done our best, and we fail still.. we know we haven't failed God.

Actually. i don't know what I'm saying. coz abit the sleepy..Think what I'm driving at is..Joy IN the Lord gives us strength to go wrong.Its a JOY that remains strong and steady even in times of difficulty.So be happy ppl!! God is GOOD.. God is AWESOMELY GOOD!!

Okay.. my time of difficulty arises.. Os..new mission..DESTRUCTO O'sO..Please pray for me.I need lots of prayer.. thank you guys!!

The joy of the Lord is my strength x4.
AMEN.