Desmond and What Matters.

I am convinced that what matters to you, matters to God.

I've been wanting, awhile now, to write an entry about how God is a vandal... in a sense (don't get me wrong.) I see His handiwork scribbled all over my life. In little things like giving me favor in the office, while doing my weekend duties, so many many things... big and small.

I'm sure you've experienced it too. Everywhere you go, the Name pops up.

"God was here. 241006." on the walls at home.
"God was here. 171006." on the way home.
"God was here. 201006." on the office table.

Of cos i read something a few days ago, that put what I meant, in a way that's more appopriate. It went "God's autograph", as opposed to my "God's vandalism."

Haha, nonetheless, I am convinced that what matters to you, matters to God.

I really dunno how else to say this. I guess it means, God makes your problems, your cares, your anxieties... His business. He knows what makes you happy and excited, and He takes note of that. The things and people that are important to you, I think they are important to God too.

So take heart, if you're walking thru hard and difficult times, know that God is aware of it, and your situation is His business. :)
For the lonely, the worn out, the stressed out, the misunderstood, insert-your-own-situation.... rest in the fact that what matters to you, matters to God.

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Father God, s igh.i
d unn oho w.i
' ma tth een do fm y______.
Bu tthan kyo u.

Desmond and the Need.

I need You
No one but You
None besides You
Only You

- E.F, _______

Heh, dun even know the title to the song.

Desmond and the Flash Shortage.

I have no flash. Can't download it, can't set it up.

For a few mths now.

SO IRRITATING. haha i can't acess so many things! Like youtube, or whatever tube things that has videos that use a flash. Or col's tag board. Which I have to ask, why does your tagboard need flash arh col? haha.. and i realised today. That i can't acess the WB site too, cos it uses flash! At least parts of it. I think.

Turn on the flash please. haha

Ok, i'm in a very ______ mood. So its gonna get long, so readers please stop reading here.

I miss you guys. I dunno where you are now. You're probably right there. But its seems abit far. Just round the corner. Or maybe just right beside me. Yet you seem untangible. Like a senseless grasping of the morning mist. I'm sorry.

you can't begin to imagine how much i miss you. sometimes i think i might have an easier time with you around. at least i knew you believed in me, back then. maybe i'd fit in better. i have so much to say to you. but you know how sometimes too much makes it difficult to say anything at all. --

You told me He said, "unconventional." I cried so hard then cos i knew but i never wanted that. its so difficult. i miss you too.

Father, you know i love them. will You keep them safe? bring that person back to you, and just watch over the rest. give them so much grace Father. amen.