Thursday 28 October 2004

The one with the coloured tongue.

Haha, got your attention angel?? Haha, ok a short one. I have a coloured tongue!! Haha, and i didn't realise it until i walked into the bathroom to shower. Apparently it was cause by some weird sweet i ate, that i don't even know came from where.. haha, just saw it lying on the table so i took it.

So angel, "great monsters" is its name, dyeing your tongue is its game! haha, go hunt for it some day. haha..

Its been raining the past few days. I gotta admit. i love rainy days, esp just before it rains, cos its all dark and my room will look extra cosy and its lke the best weather to watch a movie at home. But the down side?? My clothes don't dry that fast anymore. Rather irritating. anyways, rainy days are still nice, for me at least..

The sweet. The phone is like some thing that you can compare the size of the sweet to. Like you know, they will take a bee against a hand to show the real size? haha.. something like that. Posted by Hello

The tongue. haha, yea ok. so i have a large tongue. Jealous? hahah.. Posted by Hello

Sunday 24 October 2004

The one with the first very relaxed sunday in months.

Ok, haha, a relaxed sunday. The video ppl and joel and john played badminton in the sanctuary for most of the afternoon, and a few of them jammed while the badminton was gg on. We haven't been this relaxed in months. haha, cos promos are over and stuff. I? I didn't really jam cos i dunno any instrument, and i'm a singapore idol reject, haha.. no lah. was pretty relaxed that i was too lazy to do anything. So just sat about and observed.

I observed this old lady from chinese con today. I've always seen her around, and she doesn't really strike me, as in, i won't go away thinking of her and stuff. But today she did. I realised today that i see her alot. And she's always with that smile. She looks like a funny old lady, with a toothy smile. And realising that she's always around, today, struck me hard.

She's so sweet in nature, in actions. I mean, imagine, being so old, and like cartoon in your actions sometimes, but loving God so much. I mean, she's like a child in God. Really. And that is so heartwarming. She gets an entry. hahah, and alot alot alot of gold in heaven. haha.. She blessed my heart today, and i will appreciate seeing her around so much, cos it keeps me in check. That i must be at least as passionate about God as her.. if not more, cos i'm a youth. hahaha..

Okay, today sis sandy lam preached an awesome msg about giving our hearts really to God. She brought Pam, a bouncer she called her, to tampines to sing for her. haha, really commical, but the song was awesome. I first heard it from Pam in one of our worship pracs, and i cried buckets. Today, hearing it again make me think alot man.

The song made me compare myself at present when i heard the song at evening service, and when i heard it first at worship prac months ago. I dunno what to say bout the result of my comparison. Nonetheless, the past doesn't matter anymore. Sis Sandy said something about not living in our past.

I'll leave you the superb song, one of my fav since i first heard it. Bet you guys want it but can't rmb.. hahah (convincing myself that not only i think the song is nice)

Show me know me Try me and see
Every worthless affection
Hidden in me
All I'm asking for is that
You clease me oh Lord

Create in me a heart that's clean
Conquer the po'er of secret shame
Come wash away the guilty stains of all my sin

Clothe me in robes of righteouness
Cover my nakedness with grace
All of my life before You now
I humbly bring


Haha, got this from the net, but Pam sang Lord let it be, instead of Try me and see. I wonder what's right, but well, God reminded me thru the Lord let it be version. So who really bothers. haha, God is good. Haven't said that in my blog for awhile. GOD IS GOOD!!

Be blessed ppl.

Friday 22 October 2004

The one with more tests.

My angst tastes like...
vanilla
Vanilla
Find your angst's flavor
Simple and true, your angst is just the amount of any normal person. What's more, you exercise an extremely honest and healthy way of dealing with it. Many people could use maturity and wisdom like yours. Your angst may be that you don't get along with your boss or a family member is having health problems, but either way it's always something transient and survivable that you cope with and use as a step on your way to becoming a better person. If there's one problem with your angsting, it's that you may tend to take this matter-of-fact, dutiful approach to all things. Maybe you should cut loose a little now and then so you can have some wild fun and adventure to balance out your angst. Remember that life needs its up as well as its downs and treat yourself to a little reward for your work.

More tests!!

The one with a whole lot of stuff to say.

OK, yea, this week has been a not so good week. Uncle henry's passed on. And I haven't been to the wake, cos i'm scared somehow. I dunno how to react and stuff, but yea, somehow, i'm also happy for him. At least now he's in a place where no tears, pain, heartache, sorrow, and all bad stuff can exist. And he's with Daddy. Uncle henry and aunty soo are like family to me, cos my parents are so close to them and all. So yea.

Mr Sam's gone too, someone that i really respect. I wouldn't say admire, cos that somehow makes it seem he's a person that is not so easily approachable. He's unwaveredly, beyond the shadow of a doubt, the best teacher i ever had. Cliche phrase i know. But really, the 2nd best comes no where near him. He was sooo approahcable, caring in a subtle way, somehow managed to get me to talk to him heart-to-heart.. as in.. like.. very briefly, but no teacher has ever been able to do that before. I mean, i could tell him about how i felt towards life, and he told me how he felt towards life too.. He thot it sucked. (i disagreed.) I mean, i dunno how to describe, but he was so much like a friend to me. Like one of the single youths that i can clique with in church, like desmond? No, not me desmond. The other one. Guess both of them are soooooooooo arts-fact ppl. And sci students don't scold me, but i tink arts teachers, at least, are more in touch and hip.

I mean, this was a fren teacher. really fren. we cld go for movies if we actually found the time.. -rmb supersize me?- and well. he's just a teacher who's so much like a fren who you confide in, fren who you respect alot, and you are so at home with him. I could be just goofy and childish with him. And he'll play along sometimes, but nv making me lose respect for him.

I guess its becos he never liked being a teacher anyway. that's why he's so able to clique with us. like, he didn't like the sg system of education.. he sorta disagreed with it i guess. And yea, now he's gone to London.

Okay, fren and i were talking bout weddings. Here's abit of my part.. a rough idea. haha..

I want to get married in cowboy wear, complete with the hat and all, cos i've always like cowboy movies and shows since young. Something that rubbed off from my dad.. And then i wanna get married in the country side or something, maybe the farm? BIG BIG BIG wide open space with lots of greens.. and then when i finally get to kiss the bride, i will get on my white horse, and swing my bride up, in her gown and all. The gown can't be too flowy la, gotta end at her feet or it will be caught in the hooves or something. But, yea, then we'll ride away to some nearby waterfall as my guests slowly make their way there. That's where the tea reception takes place, and me and my wife will just enjoy the waterfall and the peaceful country atmosphere of the whole thing. haha.. if i had the money.............

yea. even guys do dream about perfect weddings. at least i do. haha..

Pls pray for aunty soo and family..

Thursday 14 October 2004

The one with the tests!

Your Existing Situation
Impulsive and irritable. His desires, and the actions involved, are paramount, with insufficient consideration being given to their consequences. This leads to, or arises from, stress and conflict.


Your Stress Sources
An existing situation or relationship is unsatisfactory, but he feels unable to change it to bring about the sense of belonging which he needs. Unwilling to expose his vulnerability, he therefore continues to resist this state of affairs, but feels dependent on the attachment. This not only depresses him, but makes him irritable and impatient, producing considerable restlessness and the urge to get away from the situation, either actually or, at least, mentally. Ability to concentrate may suffer.tress and conflict.


Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels that he is receiving less than his share and that there is no one on whom he can rely for sympathy and understanding. Pent-up emotions and a certain egocentricity make him quick to take offense, but he realizes that he has to make the best of things as they are.
Feels that things stand in his way, that circumstances are forcing him to compromise and forgo some pleasures for the time being.


Your Desired Objective
In despair and needs relief of some sort. Wants physical ease, a problem free security, and the chance to recover


Your Actual Problem
Anxiety and restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or with unfulfilled emotional requirements, have produced stress. He feels misunderstood, disoriented, and unsettled. This drives him into a search for new conditions or relationships, in the hope that these might offer greater contentment and peace of mind.

Oh well, what can they tell from mere colours man??
Another one in line with the class kingdom!

Your distinct personality, The Shepherd is to tend to your human flock. You understand the needs of those for whom you are responsible. Shepherds are vigilant and reliable. You realize your obligation and commitment to the well being of those entrusted to your care. Shepherds are very dependable. You engender a feeling of comfort and stability to those within your charge. On the positive side, Shepherds can be empathic, caring, understanding, practical and realistic. On the negative side, you may be manipulative, close-minded and sentimentally rigid. Interestingly, your preference is just as applicable in today's corporate kingdoms.

Wednesday 13 October 2004

The one where I know I've been sleeping in too late..

Ok, I have not been in sch for the past 3 days, and yes. I can already hear one -woosh- ....... rotten egg flying.. i mean, flown past me. I can still hear.. mjaudmauueaomuead..... murmuring. Ok ok.. Shhh. You're hear to listen to me ya know?? haha, that's why you're in my blog. Haha, if not, hit the back button, or one of the links. I personally like the burgerking one. hahaha..

Yesyes, i know ppl are not exactly happy that i've not been in sch while they have, so faithfully too. John's like grinning and shaking his head.. I know. QH's just about getting ready to give me a tag to scold me bout that. Colleen's like "today pon arh!!". Only person i can figure that would be laughing with me is Grace, cos she skipped abit too. haha..

Haha, anyways, i said i know i've been sleeping in too late becos, Qh and ppl sneaked out of sch today! (see.. not exactly guai also la.. they went to sch but sneaked out. haha) And called me to go watch movie. But becos i woke up late.. i.. oh well. Miss watching a movie. I've been really wanting to watch a movie since my last, The Passion of the Christ, and before that, Troy. I even wrote about the Passion in my blog!

Yah, so i cldn't. And tmr i've gotta go back to sch. Which i really really hate. I mean, not becos of the classmates. Not the teachers..... Oh kay. Not ALL the teachers. Just doesn't feel nice to keep travelling and keeping so quiet in class and all. Ok. Not the quiet. And.. this particular teacher's lesson. Can't say who. Will just say the teacher likes to bribe us with sweets. Haha, maybe i'm being mean but.. argh.. haha.

so... i'm probably gonna spend today playing gunbound. haha. ADD ME ADD ME ADD ME!!! haha, you know. i just gotta tell someone this cos i dun think i can keep it in anymore. Both survival project and gunbound have HORRIBLE grammar (is that how you spell? Really stupid if i critic them on their english with bad english. haha..) and really really bad sentence structure. I dun get it sometimes. haha.

Ok.. i'm gunbound bound! haha, get it, home bound, gunbound bound? haha.. man. i'm good. haha..

Tuesday 12 October 2004

The one where I get my title bar to type my title in.

Ok, I sorta never knew that I had this title bar thing, so all this while i kept bolding and underlining my titles manually by typing the codes.

Anyways, a short one today. haha, Yah, just realised on sunday, that any one thing we do actually affects another. Heard somethings la, haha, not eves dropping. Anyways, the person was telling me stuff, and i realised that something another leader had said the previous day really had an effect on that person, and in return the person reacted to other friends in some manner. Of cos they probably reacted to their frens in some manner affected by the first friend i was talking to.

Yah, point being, everything we do and say, tho we may think we're big and yaya papaya, or anything at all, has an effect over people. Really speaks of the power of the tongue thing. We can choose to speak life and let life be effected over many many many ppl, (cos its a domino effect), or crush others. I think la, its not just the content that can crush. Its the tone too. No one, no matter how good they think they are, has never hurt anyone before. I'm guilty of it. Many times over, guilty. That leader too.

That's important, cos it shows us how none of us are free from that, unless we never ever speak, altho that prob affect someone else too. But yah, we're all sinners yah? Haha.. sinful sinful sinful. haha..

I so want my speech to be one graced with love, seasoned with righteousness (is that right? ok, i'm an E-lit student who can't spell.) and one that brings life! Cos its fun to see ppl happy and joyful, than stressed and upset, cos firstly, i wound't know how to console them, and 2nd, i wld just like appear really stupid in front of them la, just nodding and saying, "aiyah relax" in a way that wouldn't even convince myself. haha.. God deserves so much more than what i'm giving Him now man..

Ok. Anyways, i re-downloaded survival project, and i downloaded gb. haha.. anyone else plays? add me as buddy! and teach me how to play. haha.. "snowborne" is my username. add me add me! haha..

Okk.. Nite world. haha..

Friday 8 October 2004

The OVER entry.

Oh YAY oh YAY... Promos are over. Haha, all thanks to God and people who rmbed me in prayer. Kudos to you guys!

Oh and ya. Chicken wins 9 to Egg 2 and together 1. Haha... oh well. Whoever came first so doesn't matter. After all they grow up to be the same. Some people never realise that.

--- Tinted Glass ---
poised before tinted glass
only beauty and perfection gather.
one step. one step. one step.

Oh. what vulgurity before me!
one step. one step. one step.

there, so much better.
heyhey, come.

Tinted glass.
Tainted fabric.
Masterpeice.

Each masterpeices.
Yet they only see tinted glass.
Choose beauty, but deny it.
Discard monstrousity, but regard it.

They see only tinted glass.

merry dancing
all's okay!

afterall, they only see tinted glass.
afterall, vulgarity is one step
one step
one step away.

-desmond.

Thursday 7 October 2004

The One Year Old Entry.

I'm ONE! At least my blog is. Hahah, this blog has been thru my ups and downs. Haha, you know why? Because its on teh net, can't be gone unless blogger crashes. Haha, Yup.

Ok. Haha, I just revamped the place. I like it! haha, yea.

Anyways, yah. Haha, you know what? Haha, i do love my class. Sure some of them don't always talk sense, but hey! who always makes sense? haha, i've come to bond with them, bonding still with some. In the end, our horrid timetable gave us so much time to be with each other, we ended up being such good frens. Yea, though there are cliques and all. But somehow, at the moment we have fun, we really all have fun. Love my class. And no, i'm not saying this just becos they have my blog add now. haha,i do mean it. Haha, awesome classmates that i do wanna win to Christ. Help me dear Lord. God made it work out.. haha. He always does.

Ok. Haha, i've got a flooble board!! or tag board. or something!! YAY! TAG!! You're it!! haha..

Saturday 2 October 2004

The title-less entry (PtII)

Haha, dieow-ness. Haha, i was reading my prev entry and realised it was contridictory!! haha, as in.. haha.. oh well. haha.. But yah. I'm afraid man. It really doesn't seem like i know.. but i am. But then, i try and make myself calmn cos panicking isn't really gona help.

haha.. oh wel oh well. anyways. haha, dunno. i wanna go do something stupid.. like.. haha. Play soccer? haha, cos i don't play soccer ever. Or.... i dunno. haha.. okok. got to go.... some ppl nv reply msges. Msges that asked them a qns. Those ppl? SICKENING. haha.. honest! throw your phone away man! Its a qns.. not a comment you know? A real qns that requires an ans.. not like some no-need-ans-qns.

ARgh. haha. nvm. i'm not that cheesed off.. got better things to do. haha..